This page is intended for me to write about my feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and daily life. This page is probably self-absorbed, talking about me, myself and I, but I needed somewhere to write and share with those who are interested. On this page, I talk a lot about myself and the things I deal with on a daily basis, so yeah, it’s pretty self-absorbed. I don’t think I’m all that in a bag of chips, but in person, I think I am pretty cool and at least, I’m someone who won’t judge anyone for what they’re going through or what they feel or what they think. Unless they think that Donald Trump is a good president, then I’m fully judging you.
If you don’t like my page, leave. Please leave, save yourself the energy of hating me. If you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say it at all.
I’ve had several people tell me I should write a book. Well, I’m not really in a position to write a whole book right now; I’m only 7.5 months sober, and I have a lot more to learn about myself. I’ll always be learning about myself, but this really is the first time I’m getting to know me as an adult.
At first, I’m going to keep my identity hidden, using the pseudonym Judith Adams. I’m choosing to do this NOT because I’m ashamed of my addiction, but because I do want to write a book one day and I don’t want to spoil it with giving away any identities of those who are or will become part of my story.
My story is exactly that, MY story. Each and every one of us has a different story. Part of the beauty of being human is that we are so different from one another; we are thinking, breathing, feeling human beings. We are interlaced with each other at an exact moment in time or throughout many moments in time. But, I also believe we are more similar than we think — we (or most) want to be loved, to be safe, to be healthy, and happy — in one form or another. Our culture, environment, and society teaches us what it means to be each of those things, and what makes me feel loved, safe, healthy and happy, might be entirely different from what makes you feel these things.
Again, this is MY story… you are welcome to read and contact me with your thoughts, but again, please save yourself the energy if you don’t have something nice to say.